冬夜 永夜

天愈发的冷了，感冒看样子是过去了，咳嗽依然。

时间真的可以让人心情沉淀，至少现在上班可以调笑两句，不再本着脸了。

心里告诉自己什么都不要想，就这样过下去就是，村上说：意味なんてことは考えちゃいけない。意味なんてもともとないんだ。

不要考虑意义不意义，意义那玩艺儿本来就没有的。

生活好也罢、不好也罢，至少这是真实的生活。选择充满愤懑的活，选择轻松简单的活，一念之间。

一步天堂，一步地狱。

I was so frightened
I almost ran away
I didn't know that I could do
Anything I needed to
And then a bolt of lightning
Hit me on my head
Then I began to see
I just needed to believe in me
Now I, I believe in me
And I, I believe in something more
Than you can understand
Yes, I believe in me
Now I, I believe in me
And I, I believe in something more
Than you can understand
Yes, I believe in me
They said I didn't stand a chance
I wouldn't win no way
But I've got news for you
There's nothing I can't do
Ain't no pretending
Ain't no make believe
But I've got to be the one
I gotta do what must be done
Now I, I believe in me
And I, I believe in something more
Than you can understand
Yes, I believe in me